Monday, January 28, 2008


I look at her and my heart breaks. I can't help it. When I truly look at her, stare at her, I fall apart.


I think a big part of that is the unknown. I don't know what to do. I am lost, at a complete and utter loss, and what makes my heart break even worse, I think she is too.


3 comments:

PCox said...

The unknown is very scary. I can't imagine how you're feeling because I know how my heart breaks too and I'm not her mommy. One thing that is so amazing is the love and support that she has from you guys as she is growing up.

harbfam00 said...

Bec, I just wanted to give you a little encouragement! You (and Conal) are doing an excellent job with your girls. You are a great mother. I couldn't imagine what you go through DAILY!! Those girls are lucky to have YOU!!!!

Kim said...

Hayden is beautiful...you with all be fine....life is an unknown...you just "go with it"!