Back to Mommy

Boy, was I cranky last month. Overtired, overstressed and overworked. There were so many days and nights that I was dreading, well, the days and the nights! I told Conal numerous times that I wasn't cut out for motherhood. He just shrugged it off and told me it was a little too late to be making that decision! :) I was beating my head against the wall (figuratively --don't worry, I'm not going Britney Spears on ya!) because I felt out of control, personally. Unfortunately, my family had to suffer the brunt. Now that my crazy month is over, I realize that, for the first time since I've had kids, I was working full time and trying to maintain a household, nurture my two girls, cart them to their various activities, be a woman, a mommy and a wife. Good Lord....props to those women who are able to do so. Obviously, I'm not as great of a multi-tasker as I thought! Well, maybe I can multi-task, but my family suffered. I definatley love my job, although, I must admit, I'm so glad it's back to part time. Now that we're on the upswing and everyone's starting to get well...we're enjoying each other again. We've spent a lot of time together lately and I missed them. Thank goodness they're not mad at me, instead they're showering me with lovins. I think they're glad that I'm back to Mommy again.

Photo Courtesy of Pam Cox